Seriously, i hate where your at right now.

Man, i've always thought, "you and her could be together" ever since freshman year.
but when i found out she had a boyfriend. it's twisted things up.
But seriously, i think, you liked her somehow.
i could sense it.
but, whenever i look through pics of u guys,
i just wanted to kill her.
kill her to death.
She ruined my future, i guess, she just a fear to me, she just an obstacle i can't get through somehow.
even thou i think she makes you happy somehow.
you guys are hell of close as i notice already.
She probably hell of prettier then me,
But to me, is he hell of innocent thou,
i bet you love the word
"respect" so much.
but seriously,
when i go to your myspace
"having a rough week"
something going on huh?
never knew you say anything "bad" going on your life in the public.
seriously, are you going to go something about your rough week.
gosh you make me mad
and your birthday coming soon
i never gave you anything because someone lost it!
:( seriously.
i'd give you my whole life.
but right now
i don't yknow who you really are now
i don't know waht defines you anymore.
maybe later on.
goodbye for now.