just thinking..

faggot, i miss you terribly.
why can't you see through me,
living my life in misery,
i feel like i have nothing to live for,
nothing to reach up in the sky,
because you know that i can only be the one,
to be able to trust you all night long,
forever you are gone,
you don't want me to think of you,
like i always been doing too,
for many years,
i've wasted it all,
because of you,
i was saving it for the best,
i wanted you get the best of me,
the one that can prove that love is no other girl,
only me just me,
being by my side,
holding my hand
taking us through memory lane,
with no complaints,
or turning back,
i'll still be,
w a i t i n g.