I don't like reading period :(

So, YEAH we been having a subsitute and like my teacher is sick. So basically it's pretty chlll.
HMM.
now that dance practice for skit if building up my days, i feel like i have something to do, something to think about, memorize, and have so much fun with. like last year. and i got to meet new ppl. maybe all over again :) i'm so happy that i'm able to do this agian, i wanna have all my 4 years to be in it. no matter where i go, i'll still attend. I want to not be envious watching it, i wanna be a part of something, something that you perform once a year. a diffrent concept by like, facing your fears all over again, but it's okay.

In the beginning my life was stressing when school started, i had A LOT OF HOMEWORK. now i have a few, i get the concept on doing this and that on the right timing. i feel good. i feel like an okay person

the only fear i have right now,
failing. failing badly!
:(

i seriously believe that i can't take notice on what to expect from the unexpected.

i miss seeing people i knew since 8th grade, i'm used to them, i'm used to talking and having fun with them. basically, lately it been a while since had normal conversations with them because i'm so busy with school life, and got addicted to dramas and all that.

I cry a lot.
i mean, everyday.
because i'm
e m o t i o n a l.