About 9/12/08 so much happened.

Okay. lets start off what happened at school that i can hardly remember,
i know i got homework from geometry XD so gay!
i was missing 3 more states but i think i mistaken a few TOO XD and watched a video XD
read period i was obviously reading of course, the book 24 girls in 7 days, like a guy trying to find a girl to ask out to prom
computer operations, i type so fast as usual :)
chemistry, we continued on the lab, "sexy shades" still looks at me usually at some point. ah!
LUNCH: OMMGGGG! AHAHAH FUN STUFF. OH GOSH, FIRSTLY ME AND ALSSA WENT TO GET OUR BURGER, I GOT HERS WITH MINE CUZ IT WAS CROWDED AND I GOT MINES LIKE FIRST CUZ LIKE HELLA BOYS WERE SURROUNDED BY ME! AHAHA, THEN WE WENT OFF TO ALYSSA'S LOCKER THEN WE WENT OFF TO GO WATCH THIS THING WHERE A TEACHER SITS ON THE THING THAT SOMEONE THROWS A BALL AND IF IT HIT IT THEN THEY FALL INTO THE WATER !!! SO FUNNY! and like, then me and alyssa went ROCK CLIMBING: talking about rock climbing, dude it was sooo hard, and a bit scary too! XD but i made it through! XD but i was in a bit of embarrassment! then we went off to get snow cones :) and all and there so much that happen but it's whatever :)
then it's english, MY FIRST SUBSTITUTE EVER, we watched this video so yeah and took notes on.
web design was fUN OMGGG, i got to play HALO against with the CLASS :) AHA and the teacher too. it was so much fun i can't wait to play it again on monday and through out the other days too :) ahaha GET E'M' ! aha i wanna find out who they are cuz they got nicknames and all that so yea XD I WANNA FIND OUT WHO MARIJUANA IS! ahahah

then i got picked up by mommy with my sister so i got o bring my books with no stress of carrying them because like they took me straight to the mall :) because i was hanging out with tiffany,fiona,cindy,vedy,gavin... and i saw jr and these 2 ppl i forget their names. aha. OH then reena called and like she asked me if i'm still up for the football game :) so, i was yeah sure. aha! so yeah it was pretty much a blast aha. the football game was the shiet because me and reena always go to them, a tradition you know. So, like me and her were dancing when the band were playing their music :) i love it.

Man, there is something i got to mention about. and it's been in my mind the whole figgin' night and day. jervie. yes yes, him! lately i've been talking about joshua and jonathan. now it's back to him. because i "caught" him looking at me. when i was dancing my ass off... ahahha XD lol. but i feel like i could read his mind with my own eyes and his eyes connect to mine somehow... ILLUSION i felt like, my heart reminded me something, that I'm not completely over him, that I'm strong enough to live when he's near me, that i can be a happy person. but, i 'm not completely happy overall because there so much i want to do with him, not that i wanna like go straight up and confess to him, i want to be his friend that can talk to daily basic, even if we are far, we can text each other or something like that. i want him to know that i care about him whole heartily. i wanna know the answer to why he look so sad ? maybe he isn't? i don't know. i want to know why. is it that he surprise to see me all hype up? can he look inside me? have ever did? have he realize something? i want to know. can someone take him to a place where a person he dosent know ask him questions about me and put that thing on the finger in order to tell if he telling the truth or not, and there a mirror facing towards him like those one in the jail where I'm on the other side looking at him.
i want to know. IF HE EVER EVER EVER NEED SOMEONE TO MAKE HIM FEEL LOVE, BE LOVE, IN LOVE? high school going to end soon, building a relationship is kind of important afterwards because your going to heck of old XD ANYWAYS;
thats all i have to say

i feel like writing a poem, maybe tomorrow or whenever my heart feels like it.
- Mina